in the morning

in the morning

im very down and sad i dont know the reason.

after, i was thinking long time and get a conclesion is:

last night when i wrote something in my blog, at the same time,i was crying.

when i finished it i was lying on my bed and thinking about why i was so down?

When i know the reason i still thinking why i want to DIE?why i want LEAVE this world?

I dont want say anything and i just feel i will afired something.

i know all of urs will beside me. but...

Christmas coming soon.. i just want finshed my exam fast and get a Christmas tree..this Christmas tree is my friend in German house..is it so beautiful?

But..so many times i just imagine that is not reality things in my life. This is Pieces.

Later you all will know me because now is not show infront of yours.

I hope you all will understand me ang forgive me for i did some wrong things before.

Thank you very much!

Friends forvevr!